Intuitive Guidance

Hello,

I am feeling inspired to share a thing about intuition.  Or following the intuitive impulses.  It doesn't always make sense.  As you come farther along in your journey, you  will get to some bumps in the road, where you listen to the guidance, you follow it, and then it feels like it kind of fell flat.

​This happened to me last night.  I was meditating, and "it" the guidance, said 
"No, don't, be present, let it unravel" then later it said "addiction".  The No, don't was referring to my typical way of meditating.  When I get to something painful, I dig deeper, I look for the message, insight, or deeper meaning.  So it was telling me, not to do that.  Just to be present with.  Just watch, as the fire burns.  Just watch as I allow myself or whatever I think I am to become undone.
Then it said "you have no idea what you are going into, nothing is how you think."  That is in reference to the new energy.  The new energy that I am stepping into, that we all will eventually step into.   Many people are calling this 5D.  So I must let everything, EVERYTHING unravel, fall apart. And be intensely present to it.  Many people think this sounds like excruciating pain.  To many people it will be.  I am ready.  I am excited.

Then it said "addiction."  I took that to mean that I should write an article about addiction.  I felt the flow of "yes,"  so I did.  I wrote a whole article about addiction, how we ALL have some form of addiction, not just the addict. And then the internet stopped working.  And the article ended up not posting.  I write my articles within the platform of the website, saving is not convenient, so I don't usually save.  I did feel that falling flat feeling, of "what the hell?  what was that for?"  But then again, maybe it was for my own healing?  Maybe I have way more to say about addiction than I realize?  I'm not sure in this moment.

I share this, because occasionally you will likely have these moments too, where you follow the guidance.  But the thing is the result is not always experienced right away.  In my case last night, I followed the guidance, and in the moment I did feel that falling flat feeling.  Maybe the dots will connect eventually - they usually do, even though sometimes it can take years.

I share this with you, so that you recognize it when it happens to you too.  Do not think that something went wrong, or that your intuition led you astray.  Sometimes there was something different that you were needing from the situation, spirit can see what you are open to and what you are not open to.  Sometimes things have to be delivered to you though things not working out, because that's the only way you are able to receive.  And sometimes you may not see the full circle of things working out for a few years.  But its not that your intuition was wrong.

Sending love, Jessica