"Just Wanted to Say Hi" - The Universe

,Hello <3

I am currently editing my interview that I just did with Rebecca Massoud.  You can check out her website at Rebeccamassoud.com, and we talked about the evolution of manifesting, and the different ways abundance shows up... 

I wanted to share the most beautiful thing that happened to me the other day.  To preface, my manifesting journey consciously began, when I was incredibly unhappy, living with my mom in my late 20's, feeling like a failure.  If you are currently living at home with your parents, in no way do I think you are a failure, but that was my self judgement at the time.  I had watched The Secret many years earlier, and so I had been doing work on my beliefs.  But it was actually one day.  I was quite sad, and decided to go to a coffee shop to read.  I had always enjoyed the fantasy of coffee shops, and reading or studying in public, and in the fantasy, I meet interesting people.... That particular day happened to be one of those days.

I sat down in the only chair available, and started to read.  A page into my book, this man starts talking to me.  He perked my interested because right away he started talking about manifesting (something new to me, but a new obsession, because my passions are more like obsessions).  He was telling me all these miracle stories, and how what you believe comes to pass, and then he gave me this book by Nevil Godard, a New Thought Leader, and I have never seen this man again.  He honestly felt like an angel.  That day was the day my conscious manifesting journey began.

SO! The story I want to share with you is what happened two days ago.  Currently where I am at is developing a relationship with God.  I see it as a partnership, and lately I have been asking him to show me signs of his presence.

My day starts with, I ran out of coffee, I am trying to cut down, but the stress of the withdrawal does more damage than not having it, sooo, I enjoy my coffee.  I get out of my car, and I start walking to the store.  Oh Yeah!.... I forgot my mask, so I go back to the car.  I'm looking down, and I see a $100 bill on the floor! (Since becoming conscious of the manifesting I find money on the floor all the time, but not usually $100).  I pick it up, there is nobody around, no cars, so obviously nobody to return it to.  I accept this gift from God/the Universe, and feel grateful.  Then I notice the most precious duck hiding in the bush, that must have been his bed for the night.  He looked scared that I could see him.  I sent the cute duck love, and continued into the store.  I was trying to beat the clock.  I bought my groceries.  Then I decided to pay with the $100.  I felt very grateful to get free groceries.  

Then I start driving home, and at a certain light, very often there are homeless begging for money. I never give money, because I don't want them to spend it on drinking.  But today I did.  I thought the money wasn't mine anyway, so I gave this homeless man a $20.  Part of me now, wishes that I gave him more, he was so incredibly grateful.  He asked me if there was anything I wanted to know or ask him.  I imagine, he was ready to tell me why he was homeless, or what he was going to spend the money on.  I said "no, I just want you to enjoy a good meal and have a good day."  He said thank you, I could feel his heart, and his shame for being who he is.  He said "there has been a lot of displacement lately,"  I agreed and said "I know."  The light turned green, and I went on.

When I got home, I was thinking about how he exuded so much shame, for being who he is.  I cried for how much suffering there is in the world, and in full awareness that God gave me that entire morning.  I was so deeply grateful for the whole thing.  For finding money, for giving it to the man, for feeling his heart....  And for God, saying, "hey, its going to work out, I will always give you the next piece"

It was such a beautiful moment, I wanted to share.  I would love it if you shared in the comments below, or email me moments where you knew you were receiving the support of God or the Universe.  I would love to add them in my blog, if you want to stay anonyms, I will keep you anonyms.

I hope you enjoyed this story.  It was a very nourishing moment for me and my trust or faith muscle.
Love, Jessica